# [D27:4M]
Vision: [[The Soldier is Smiling]]
Hexagram: [[Twenty Seventh Hexagram]]
Trials: [[Twenty Seventh Trial]]
Archetypes: #television #house #face #white #teeth #hands #mouth #ears #feet #soldier #drum #eye #blackshoe
July 17th, 1968
1.
In the dream, I had lost my soul and went looking for it in the underworld, as one does
when one's soul goes missing. The underworld appeared to be a television
news station. I came into a glass office where I found my colleagues gathered around
a large oak conference table. A man with a sallow buck-toothed grin at the head
of the long table, whom I knew to be Director of Operations, asked me for my report.
A 1960's television set on a high shelf behind him showed the war. Men burned
in napalm and one of them, smiling a little, said, _The houses will be filled with flowers. All debts_
_will be paid._ When I turned again to the director, his face glowed white where he sat at
the far end, as if beneath stage light. He perspired with daunted profusion, caged in his
own teeth, which appeared almost ready to shatter under the inanity of the masterpiece.
He seemed to make a sucking sound and, with a finger, beckoned me toward him.
2.
Laughter came from among my colleagues at the table and from all those outer others
whose hands and faces pressed against the glass behind us. Underneath it all
came the sound of sucking, which emanated from behind those big buck
teeth of his as he beckoned me toward him. He put his mouth to my ear as I approached.
_If you want to keep your job_, he said in the midst of all the laughter, _you'll kiss my feet._
3.
His buck teeth humiliated me and I began to bend down. Glancing up at the television
again, I saw a soldier drumming. He was thin and smiled vacantly, and his eyes fixed in
the distance like one who’s been fasting a long time. I didn't know what I did for a living
here. The black shoe was a perfect mirror in which I could see my own image and the glow
of the TV behind me, the gaunt form in it of the drumming soldier. My worst fear
was to kiss the shoe, for it would mean that I was nothing. Yet having no choice, I kissed it
and was nothing, and the laughter ceased, for nothing remained to keep my colleagues
hoping. They seemed to wonder whether more should not have happened.
4.
Returning to my feet, I re-tucked and straightened my shirt, and, looking down at
the seated director, said, _I came here looking for my soul._ The director smiled warmly
as if relieved. My colleagues bowed around the table in quiet prayer, as did the others
outside the glass. The soldier continued his drumming. _Since you are nothing now_,
the director said from his chair, _you are ready to reclaim it._ He leaned way back and hoisted
one leg onto the table, revealing the smooth and treadless bottom of his brand new shoe.
It appeared as though it had never taken a single step in the director’s life,
even those steps which would have been necessary for arriving here now
from wherever it was they might have begun.